Found this post by Thought Catalog on IG days ago, and I had debated on my mind whether or not it will find a screenshot of itself here as a way to label what I think I am going through at the moment. In the end, I'd decided it will so here it is...
"If we wait until we're ready we'll be waiting for the rest of our lives."
To tire my brain out, I wrote haikus.
Remember the days when we used to have this spark?
I want you to feel the unnameable anguish whenever you see my face, the same way I do when I see yours.
Prohibiting myself from experiencing these negative emotions is only as good as not letting myself heal at all.